SAY THE UNSAID
Let's escape. Escape to a place where thoughts & feelings will be left untouched. Where I could feel free to express myself without the world telling me otherwise. Where everything left unsaid would find it's way out, eventually;)
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One day I caught myself smiling for no reason, then I realized I was thinking about you.
So this is what it feels like. When you finally meet someone who means so much to you. All you want to do is spend each waking moment with them. Then when you know you can’t see them for a couple of days, it feels like it’s the end of the world. I know there are times where things are out of our hands, it’s just hard, for me. I don’t want to seem like the clingy girlfriend. I just don’t want to lose someone dear to my heart, especially for a stupid reason. I had already lost what could have been the best dad ever. I admit, I have attachment issues. It is hard for me to let go of people and when I do meet people, I work hard to keep them in my life. I don’t want to seem like the desperate girlfriend. But from what I have been through, can you blame me? I wouldn’t say my life isn’t filled with love, I have an amazing family and some cool friends. But my life hasn’t been that easy. It’s been missing out on a different kind of love. Having someone tell me I’m beautiful is still new to me and something I can never get used to. And more importantly, I would have never imagined someone falling in love with little ‘ole me. I’m young, I know, but is it so wrong that I don’t want this love, or this feeling to end?
